Last note.

 

He left me.

He didn't exactly leave me but he's been in quiet mode and didn't reply my text at all.

I love that person.

But here's my mistake again.

I focus my energy to him which I should focus the energy to myself.

I gave full attention about him which I should pay attention about myself.

In order to attract someone, you need to love yourself first.

Here goes nothing.

MF, if you love me, you will come back. For now, I will just focus on myself.

Enough begging for someone's love.

P/s: At this point, I dont think I will ever getting married :'D

Tragedy.

 

Everyone have their own past. Their own tragedy.

Some, manage to leave it and escape from the nightmare.

and some, still living with it.

I thought that somehow its already become history.

But the truth, it keeps on haunting me.

I love myself when I am with him. But my love keeps on hurting him.

I hate myself for being a sad sad person who keeps on living in the past.

and I don't want to lose him.

Wake up honey.

Forgive, and forget.

Be a strong woman.

I should not let something in the past to be the reason I lose the one person that I love.

Everyone can choose their own happiness. I think I met mine.

 

Meeting you was an unexpected journey in my life.

I am so overwhelmed with your kindness, your caring and loving to me.

It is true that this might be too good to be true but,

I pray for both of us.