THE STORY.

Well, I'm pretty sure everyone got their own story.


I do have mine.


and I know you have yours too.


That feeling, siapa yang rasa je tahu.




Perasaan ditinggalkan.

Ditipu.

Dikhianati.


Betrayed by the one you love. The one who you trust enough konon kononnya he/she will never ever stab you at your back.

heh.

yeah, I never in any relation'shit' like the others do. But I got my very own story too. Once, aku pernah menyayangi. Once, aku pernah mempercayai. Sangat.

Enough to make me stop believing. That people can be trusted enough to be my partner. In my life I mean. Heh. For about 6 years I trust him. Trust him enough to tell every little secret that I have. Even my family matters. Then, whoooops, gotcha. He betrayed me. Aku tak kisah langsung kalau kena betrayed pasal perempuan lain. Kau tahu, sayang aku, sampai aku percaya if he really do love me, he won't find someone else. Aku tak kisah langsung kalau dia flirt with other girls. Sedih? Mesti. Jealous? hell yeah. Tapi aku takkan sekat kebebasan dia. I trust him. Aku percaya. Dan aku tunggu.


Tapi, rasa sayang aku mati bila dia tikam rasa percaya aku.

Kau tahu. Bukan senang untuk percaya.

Kau tahu. Luka itu.
Sampai sekarang masih terasa.



Aku bukan semudah yang orang sangka.

Mungkin orang rasa yang aku senang untuk percaya. Lurus mungkin. Mungkin juga nampak macam aku diperbodohkan. Yeah, I know.

But, I always choose to believe. To trust. Hoping that one day, I meet someone that really do trust me as I do trust him. Well I used him because this post lebih kepada rasa percaya kau pada pasangan kau sendiri.


Okay lap air mata kejap. This song never failed to make me cry when I want to cry.

touchy mouchy ety. whatever.



You know what. We can choose. Who we want to trust.

You know what, I can choose. Who I want to trust. And the person I choose is you.


Lucky you. Not so lucky me.



What should I do to gain your trust? Aku harap masa itu belum terlambat.

Aku takut, sebelum kau mula percaya.
Aku berhenti untuk menunggu.


Dan kerana aku susah untuk percaya. Bila rasa itu tiada, kosong.